All the fighting, arguing, and screaming
I just want to run
Run from all this Hate
Bringing me down
Dragging me by each strand of hair
I'm sick of it
Leave me alone
I'm tired of this s***
I'm screaming inside my head
Cuts running across my arm
Feeling the blood pour
Amazed at the feeling
I don't feel anymore
Again and Again
Each cut deeper and deeper
The last drop of blood
I LIVE NO MORE!!!
Death From a Dream by Xx-vampire-brat-xX, literature
Literature
Death From a Dream
Die,Die,DIE
It shouts
The Demon of his dreams
Only thing he can do is scream
Burn in hell with me
DIE,Die,DIE
Scratching, clawing, crawling near
You now wish you was dead
Die,Die,DIE
Taunts the Demon
Firey eyes chili pepper red skin
I scare you in your dreams
He can't break away
He can't wake up
He is going to DIE
Over and Over
Tormenting his poor soul
Die,Die,DIE
Chanting till no end
Enough strength left
Fights for the last time
For now it ends
DIE
You have my heart by Xx-vampire-brat-xX, literature
Literature
You have my heart
You hold me close
You never let me go
You hold me close to your caring heart
I Love You for who you are
Baby,
You are my world
Through our ups and downs
We made who we are
Threw everything that we have been through
We have made it this far
Love,
I cherish us
Six months mark a spot
You see me for who I am
I'm giving you my all
Please do not let me fall
When you hug me
I feel the warmth you carry
When you kiss me
I feel the love and its pasionate and strong
When we snuggle close together
When we cuddle together
Our bodies so close
Feel our strong connection
How you hold me
I think to myself baby
Don't let me g
Read these words here
Because wish to make you my dear
Though I say this with fear
I wish to stand
On no command
And speak only with my hands
I'll hold yours
And you'll hold mine
Together with fingers intertwined
And I'll say
That I hope you stay
For the rest of my days
I'll give you my heart
And love you even when all is dark
Because you've made your mark
Please take my hand
Without command
So that you my stand
Here in the dark
Holding my heart
While we watch our sparks
Lets share a kiss
And enjoy its bliss
On our one and only 5th
I hope you like it. ♥ =) I love you, Nicole. Happy 5th!
..
Left in the freezing drizzle of Rain
Where you took my Heart
Bashed it against a Tree
Ripping and tearing it to Shreads
I'm crying and Screaming
For you to Stop
How much pain do you have To
Cause to one broken Heart
What do I have to Do
To make you See
What you Have
Done to Me
I hope you Have
Pride in what you Caused
One Broken Heart
Destroyed day by day
The more I Fall
Crying against this invisable Wall
You've taken what I gave You
Which was my heart I put All
Now its lieing underneath the Tree
In shreads of broken ripped Pieces
Can't be put back Together
Because it's over for Me
Goodbye Never see you again
This Bro
Angel of Night and Day by Xx-vampire-brat-xX, literature
Literature
Angel of Night and Day
Watching over us
With your brightly colored wings
Yellow halo
Your the
Angel of Night and Day
Day and Night
Watch over us
And never say
Good bye
Could this really
Be true
If all else fails
We call upon
You to help us
To keeps us all safe
You would be there
For all
Your the
Angel of
Night and Day
Death is coming
Day by day
It is calling
Calling slowly and calmly
Bearly to be heard
Is it my name that I am hearing
Or is it
One that I
Should telling
I hear it
Closer and closer
It comes
We got to watch
Our selves
Death just strikes out
Taken who ever
Is the closest
Would that be you
Shhh
It can hear you
Death knocks at
Your front door
Will you answer?
Death Should Come by Xx-vampire-brat-xX, literature
Literature
Death Should Come
The maddness
The hatered
The hope that died
I wish you
Would die
Die and never to bee seen again
Nobody would care
Hate you for what you done
Now your dead to me
Live in Hell
I don't give a damn
Your no longer alive to me
I hope you DIE
You don't deserve to take
Another breath
Why you took hers
She died because of you
She loved you
You have the pain
She felt because of
You
She cut herself
Hung herself
Because you lied
Now live
In Hell
Where you Belong
All the fighting, arguing, and screaming
I just want to run
Run from all this Hate
Bringing me down
Dragging me by each strand of hair
I'm sick of it
Leave me alone
I'm tired of this s***
I'm screaming inside my head
Cuts running across my arm
Feeling the blood pour
Amazed at the feeling
I don't feel anymore
Again and Again
Each cut deeper and deeper
The last drop of blood
I LIVE NO MORE!!!
Death From a Dream by Xx-vampire-brat-xX, literature
Literature
Death From a Dream
Die,Die,DIE
It shouts
The Demon of his dreams
Only thing he can do is scream
Burn in hell with me
DIE,Die,DIE
Scratching, clawing, crawling near
You now wish you was dead
Die,Die,DIE
Taunts the Demon
Firey eyes chili pepper red skin
I scare you in your dreams
He can't break away
He can't wake up
He is going to DIE
Over and Over
Tormenting his poor soul
Die,Die,DIE
Chanting till no end
Enough strength left
Fights for the last time
For now it ends
DIE
You have my heart by Xx-vampire-brat-xX, literature
Literature
You have my heart
You hold me close
You never let me go
You hold me close to your caring heart
I Love You for who you are
Baby,
You are my world
Through our ups and downs
We made who we are
Threw everything that we have been through
We have made it this far
Love,
I cherish us
Six months mark a spot
You see me for who I am
I'm giving you my all
Please do not let me fall
When you hug me
I feel the warmth you carry
When you kiss me
I feel the love and its pasionate and strong
When we snuggle close together
When we cuddle together
Our bodies so close
Feel our strong connection
How you hold me
I think to myself baby
Don't let me g
Read these words here
Because wish to make you my dear
Though I say this with fear
I wish to stand
On no command
And speak only with my hands
I'll hold yours
And you'll hold mine
Together with fingers intertwined
And I'll say
That I hope you stay
For the rest of my days
I'll give you my heart
And love you even when all is dark
Because you've made your mark
Please take my hand
Without command
So that you my stand
Here in the dark
Holding my heart
While we watch our sparks
Lets share a kiss
And enjoy its bliss
On our one and only 5th
I hope you like it. ♥ =) I love you, Nicole. Happy 5th!
..
Left in the freezing drizzle of Rain
Where you took my Heart
Bashed it against a Tree
Ripping and tearing it to Shreads
I'm crying and Screaming
For you to Stop
How much pain do you have To
Cause to one broken Heart
What do I have to Do
To make you See
What you Have
Done to Me
I hope you Have
Pride in what you Caused
One Broken Heart
Destroyed day by day
The more I Fall
Crying against this invisable Wall
You've taken what I gave You
Which was my heart I put All
Now its lieing underneath the Tree
In shreads of broken ripped Pieces
Can't be put back Together
Because it's over for Me
Goodbye Never see you again
This Bro
Angel of Night and Day by Xx-vampire-brat-xX, literature
Literature
Angel of Night and Day
Watching over us
With your brightly colored wings
Yellow halo
Your the
Angel of Night and Day
Day and Night
Watch over us
And never say
Good bye
Could this really
Be true
If all else fails
We call upon
You to help us
To keeps us all safe
You would be there
For all
Your the
Angel of
Night and Day
Death is coming
Day by day
It is calling
Calling slowly and calmly
Bearly to be heard
Is it my name that I am hearing
Or is it
One that I
Should telling
I hear it
Closer and closer
It comes
We got to watch
Our selves
Death just strikes out
Taken who ever
Is the closest
Would that be you
Shhh
It can hear you
Death knocks at
Your front door
Will you answer?
Death Should Come by Xx-vampire-brat-xX, literature
Literature
Death Should Come
The maddness
The hatered
The hope that died
I wish you
Would die
Die and never to bee seen again
Nobody would care
Hate you for what you done
Now your dead to me
Live in Hell
I don't give a damn
Your no longer alive to me
I hope you DIE
You don't deserve to take
Another breath
Why you took hers
She died because of you
She loved you
You have the pain
She felt because of
You
She cut herself
Hung herself
Because you lied
Now live
In Hell
Where you Belong
I'm Nicole Ballard. I'm 18 years old. I love to hang out with friends and family. I live with my dad. Im very random for the most part. Im easy goin and good to get along with if u dont get on my bad side. I have multiple personalities. I love to be in the woods i have many quiet places there. The type of person i am is country straight up but i have a little bit of rock dark type and somewhat gothic. I love it. I express myself by writing my feelings even though it dont work sometimes. But if you want to no anythin else just ask... I'm engaged and in college. going for pediatric nursing
Favourite genre of music: rock country hip-hop etc. MP3 player of choice: i pod Favourite cartoon character: winne the pooh :) Personal Quote: lol watever idk
I am currently in college now, just finished my first year semester. I'm engaged to my wonder fiance. We been together for two years and 3 months now. We have been engaged for a month :) We are planning to get married after we graduate from college which would be good. We have a little angel in heaven. I have lived with him for over a year now.
My mama and me have gotten closer. My daddy and myself go back and forth.
We got 7 dogs. One we rescued because somebody set it off on the side of the road and he found our house. We started feeding him and watering him. Now his home is here. We named him Max.
Welp i havent been on here in like forever :/ just been really busy with things like work and school and other things. I have less than a month and im graduating Hell to the Yeah and im an honor graduate at that im sooo happy. Just to let yall know how life has been. I now currently live with my boyfriend and his family, moved out from my dads he got remarried :/ still not sure on how to take her.... I just know that my daddy has changed alot and i dont like it.... :( but besides that i have been doing alright for the most part im alot happier now, which is a good thing. I still have my ups and downs here lately just a bunch of stress going o